Finding my footing
Do you listen to podcasts? Scratch that,it does not matter if you don't. Just listen to Passing through. I thought Nneka Julia's instagram was dope but it blurs in comparison to her podcast I listen it to & from work . It makes me smile & her storytelling is epic.
So my ex & i have a joint savings account where the plan was for him to save for our future. I have never contributed because I didn't have a stable income for a long stretch of time & now that i do we have gone our separate ways. Anyways, i got a text that something is wrong with the account (i handled the paper work for the account) & i had to contact him a week after i told him i would rather we don't keep in touch. I need a clean break so that i can break whatever remaining tendrils tying us together. If I am honest, sometimes i think about going back to him but i can't. He can't do what he's not ready for & i can't suppress what i am ready for. Deep down i know that & i accept it.
So work. It's going well. Still learning the ropes. I realized that my heart is too big for a strict formal workplace yet I can appreciate the black & whiteness of it. I need to learn boundaries because i tend to over share. I need to learn how to be very private without being aloof. Any suggestions?
So my ex & i have a joint savings account where the plan was for him to save for our future. I have never contributed because I didn't have a stable income for a long stretch of time & now that i do we have gone our separate ways. Anyways, i got a text that something is wrong with the account (i handled the paper work for the account) & i had to contact him a week after i told him i would rather we don't keep in touch. I need a clean break so that i can break whatever remaining tendrils tying us together. If I am honest, sometimes i think about going back to him but i can't. He can't do what he's not ready for & i can't suppress what i am ready for. Deep down i know that & i accept it.
So work. It's going well. Still learning the ropes. I realized that my heart is too big for a strict formal workplace yet I can appreciate the black & whiteness of it. I need to learn boundaries because i tend to over share. I need to learn how to be very private without being aloof. Any suggestions?
