ramblings
I like the killer smile guy as well as the elevator guy but they are both giving me anxiety. One only talks to me only during office hours while the other talks to me only on the weekends. So I have decided to ghost them for a while. I will start for a week then go from there. But before that, I am meant to have a movie/ lunch date with killer smile tomorrow so we’ll see how that goes. To be honest, I do not how I feel about it.
Today at work I felt overwhelmed. I also felt panicked. My heart was beating so fast & I was so jumpy. I felt so vulnerable. I don’t know what to make of it. Incidentally, there is this girl at work who does not like me. There was always a vibe about her & I could not quire but my finger on what exactly it was but a couple of incidents this week have confirmed my haunch. To be honest, I do not like her as well because it feels like her niceness is not genuine. I have been praying for God to reveal things to me so there goes. Mind you this is the same girl who was giving me dirt on the elevator guy. He explained his side of the story but I am still treading lightly. Taking everything with a grain of salt if you will.
En passente, i miss watching Vampire Diaries. That was good TV. Speaking of which, the killed off Hannah so unceremoniously .I half expected her to turn up in another scene until i read online that that was it for her. Designated Survivor writers, you did Hannah wrong. She deserved a better exit. Now watching The Code only because it reminds me of JAG.
