hey 2020
Usually,I like to start with what has been weighing on my mind. There's a guy at the office who likes me. He's constantly Skyping me telling me how good I look , hyping me & shit. From where he sits he can see me at my desk & sometimes I can feel him watching me & then I feel myself becoming extra, don't judge me. He's 2 years younger than me though but he's bold & if I am being honest, it feels nice having a guy like me & let me know. I admire that in a man.
Thing is though, I am not looking to get into anything...I don't even know there's anything to get into. I am looking to invest my time & energy in my work because I want to be really good at it. I went out with another guy from work too last week but I don't like his vibe so there's nothing to it.
My goal in 2020 is to love God more, honour Him with my celibacy & go out on dates. That's all. No attempts to lose weight or anything of the sort. I will work with what I have.
