catch up
In this moment i am happy. Peaceful. Content. I might be in love with a guy too. I feel that i am finally ready to show up for love. I do not know if he is the one but i am willing to take that chance. On me & on him. My heart might break but it will heal. Such morbid thoughts on heartbreak, right?
I saw this quote today : ' Maybe, life isn't about avoiding the bruises.Maybe it's about collecting the scars to prove you showed up for it'. Beautiful, right? I have scars. Lots of them. My heart has so many scars but that is a great thing because it shows that I am healing.
It has been a while & so much has happened. Did i tell you about my 'new' place? The balcony is great & I love that it is not freezing cold. Do you remember Celine Dion's If walls could talk? If mine could, they would tell stories of me in ecstasy in my lover's arms ( yup, the celibacy did not hold), stories of a visitors who were not quite welcome & how I could hardly wait for them to leave, stories of me lost in worship, stories of me trying out new recipes in my underwear & stories of me laughing out loud by myself.
Incidentally, now watching Grey's Anatomy season 16 & hating Alex for ghosting Jo. Last week I went through something similar & it sucked. I might tell you about it later.
xo
